Thursday, June 30, 2005

When it rains, it pours

So here's the day in a small scale: I quit one of my jobs, my car broke down, I got declined for the loan I need for my business and the biggest shock of them all I got an email from Randall ending things. I've just had a GREAT day. I just don't get how one night a guy can answer the phone saying, "Hey sweetie" and end it saying "I love you" and then 12 hours later send an email like that with no explanation. Not to mention the fact that we talked after the time the email was sent and there was no illuding to anything. UGH! I guess I"m destined to be single and not be the wife and mom I long to be. Hey Amby, what about cloning RG?

BIG shock of the day

Well, in an email, I got the "we're better as friends speech." There was no indication of it earlier today when we talked...everything was as normal. I just don't understand. I'd at least like to know what the deal is and why this came up all of a sudden.

Life is CRAZY!!!

Thing in my world have been total craziness lately. Here are just a few things going on: my MK debut is scheduled for July 13, I'm going to quit one of my babysitting jobs today (and not necessarily in a nice way), I got to catch up with 2 good friends yesterday!, and I'm staying the weekend with Randall this weekend. These, in my book, are all great things! I know this is super short, but I've got to jet. I'll write more on the subject of quitting when I get home tonight!

Saturday, June 25, 2005

In the words of Cinderella....

"so this is love" I have the best man in the world...sorry ladies, he's all mine! Tonight I was watching Harry Potter. He's having cable "issues" right now so he's been watching DVD's for like the past week. Not that it's really all that much of a problem since he's got like 300. Anyway, he asked me which one I was watching...I told thing I hear is Harry Potter in the background. Then he goes what part are you at? I told him and he found where I was so he could watch the movie with me. Unfortunately I have to work tomorrow, otherwise, I'd be down there watching a movie with him. ;) That's just one example at one point in time today of the reason he's the best!

In other news, my Mary Kay business is starting to take off! I'm SO excited and pumped about doing this. Randall is pretty much supportive of it all, especially if I start making the big bucks that my "go-getter" life style will bring on! I'm actually having a party tomorrow night, well I guess it's tonight at my house. Let me know if you want to come! If nothing else, it's a free facial! Ok, back to the business site...I'm SO ready to get going with this and earn my first goal is to have it by Jan. 1!!!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

What a great day!!!

Well, Adam was ok today while I watched him...I only had him today. We went to Sharon Woods and played for a was fun! Then he took a 2.5 hour nap!! Let me tell you how much that rocked. It meant that I got to take a nap, I worked on a project for the store AND I called here's the update with him: He went to the doctor on Monday b.c he had an appointment anyway. The dr says, that's not strep, it's tonsilitis. So then they are like, take the meds you are and it should work itself out...if it doesn't, you'll have to have surgery. Ok, no big deal. He's on another med anyway right now and they said that the only sideaffect of the 2 together would be possibly being sleepy. Heh, boy is THAT the truth. The reason I've not talked to him in the past few days is because he's been asleep since he came home from that doctor's appoint ment on Monday! When I called at about 3 this afternoon, I think that was the first time he'd actually been up! CRAZINESS!!! BUT, at least I don't have to much...since I know he's ok.

Tonight, I made the leap and started my Mary Kay business...that's right, I now sell Mary Kay. Let me know if you need/want anything and I'll take care of you! Anyways, that's life in a nutshell today. Hope yall had a good day!

P.S. What's a girl gotta do to get some comments?!?! LOL

To call or not to call?

What do you do when the man you love is sick?! You go home early from your weekend together. The last time you talk to him is Saturday night. You've called each day since then. It is now Wednesday morning and you've not heard from him. You know he's got class tonight. Is he going? Is he not going? Is he really sick still? Is he ok? You're worried. Things start running through your head. Things that are probably not true, but you always think about the worst. I just love him so much. I know he loves me. I just wish that even if he didn't want to talk or be bothered since he's sick that he'd leave me a message saying that he was ok. He told me that when he's sick he doesn't like people to be around him. That I can handle. I don't like the change of going from talking several times a day for hours to contact whatsoever. I guess it's the mom in me or the fact that I just love him and I don't want anything to happen to him. I know by no means am I superwoman, but hell, I sure give her a run for her money. What should I do? Do I call? Do I not call? What do I do to pass the time so that I don't worry?

Heh, quick story from VBS last night. So I'm teaching third favorite age...right?! Well, last night one of my girls calls another one of my girls an "annoying bitch". Yup folks, you read that right....right there in the middle of church! Whew, I think it's a good thing that I'm not going to be there tonight or tomorrow night.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005


I try REALLY hard not to worry, but I just can't help it. It's the type of person I am. *SIGH* I know it'll be ok...there's a reason I've not heard. I just wish I knew for sure.

Monday, June 20, 2005

Missing My Man

Wow...I KNOW he's sick....I've not heard from him in a couple days. He needs to get better though and prolly doesn't need my help. Oh well.

Today was a decent day. The kids were pretty good all around. Tonight was also the first night of VBS. I was only going to teach 2 nights, but then I got there and felt I'm teaching 4 of 5 this week. In other words, yes I know I'm nutso!

I've aslo been inspired to do a project for the store and actually get it done! I'm not telling anyone at all what it is though until I"m finished with it. Why do that and ruin the amazing surprise?!

I think that's all the bits and pieces of news. I still miss my man. I love him with everything that I have and everything that I am.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Fried Chicken

As I was leaving work today, my mom called me and told me she was over at grandma and grandpa's and that I should just go over there. It was a great time...we played games, ate dinner, and just laughed all night. Well, mom had told this joke about KFC and that's what we all wanted for dinner. So I go to pick it up. Here's what happened:

Me: Can I have the Hillary special please?
Manager: I'm not sure about that special...what is it?
Me: You know, 2 big thighs, a small breast and a far left wing.
Manager: I've been in the chicken business for some time now and have never heard that one. I'm going to use that at my next manager's meeting.

Well, I came home and told them that I said it....they all died laughing because they didn't actually think I would.

Anyway, the rest of work was still slow. I shopped a little bit, nothing major. Oh well.

Haven't heard from Randall yet today. He's either sleeping or at his grandparents....absense really does make the heart grow fonder. Anyway, I'm out for a while. Catch yall later.

Sitting at Work

Well, as figured, we're SLOOOOW at work today. I've only had like 5 customers total. Oh well, I've been able to look at some things and get ideas....maybe spend some money even.

I miss being with Randall and in his arms....waking up was so lonely this morning. However, I did get to chat with my cousin Sara this morning! That was great. We updated and played catch up and just like the big cousin that she is, she gave me some advice on my relationship.

So after work today...I'm not sure what I'll do. I think I'll go home for a bit and see what mom is up to. We've not been able to spend much time together lately and I miss her! We live in the same condo and only saw each other for like a total of 20 minutes since last Sunday. Our lives are just filled with craziness. Anyway, I guess I'm going to go look thru some more magazines and find something to buy!

Saturday, June 18, 2005

So here it goes.....

Well, I jumped on the blogging band wagon....finally.

I don't know how often I'll write...however, I'm on the computer like it may be like everyday or there abouts. If you get bored reading this, stop reading. For me this is a place to just stop and think and vent.

Anyway, today was bittersweet really. I woke up next to the most wonderful man in the world! However, he was sick. So this afternoon I made the trek back home, not wanting to at all. The mom in me wanted to stay there and go to the dr. with him and all, but it was prolly just a good idea that I did come home. He's got strep :( Seeings as how I'm prone to it and I work with kids, it wouldn't have been a good thing that I stayed. Such is life I guess.

Well, I guess that's all for the moment. I may come back later with something profound....I kinda doubt it though!